Chapter 4
I didn't answer his question. Let him wonder. Let him lose sleep for once.
That night, I checked into a motel using cash. The room was small and smelled of bleach, but it was mine. No one knew I was here. No one could extract anything from me in the dark.
I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, holding Dad's note against my chest.
*Live for yourself now.*
I would. But first, I needed to heal.
The next morning, I called Attorney Lin and asked him to connect me with a doctor — someone independent, outside Ethan's network. Within hours, I was sitting in a new specialist's office.
Dr. Patel reviewed my file with growing concern.
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"Ms. Dawson," she said slowly, "your hemoglobin is dangerously low. Your bone density has decreased significantly. And the damage to your reproductive system..." She paused. "Who authorized this many extractions?"
"My husband's private medical team," I said.
She looked at me sharply. "No ethical board would approve this frequency. You should have been cut off after the fourth extraction. Fourteen is — frankly — it borders on criminal negligence."
Criminal negligence. Or just criminal.
"Can any of it be reversed?" I asked.
"Some. With time, nutrition, and complete rest. Your marrow can regenerate partially. But the fertility damage..." She shook her head gently. "I'm sorry."
I nodded. I'd already grieved that loss in the hospital hallway. Now I just needed to survive.
Dr. Patel prescribed a strict recovery regimen — supplements, weekly blood panels, and absolutely no stress. She also documented everything in my file, noting her professional opinion that my condition resulted from medical malpractice.
"This documentation could be important," she said carefully, "if you ever choose to pursue legal action."
I thanked her and left.
Over the next two weeks, I disappeared. I changed my phone number, closed my old bank accounts, and opened new ones using the life insurance funds. I rented a quiet apartment in a different district.
Ethan's people were looking for me — I knew because Attorney Lin reported that private investigators had visited his office twice.
"I told them nothing," he assured me. "Attorney-client privilege."
Good.
During those two weeks, something shifted inside me. The fog of exhaustion began to lift. Color returned to my face. I ate full meals for the first time in years without worrying about iron levels or extraction schedules.
I started researching Blackwell Holdings.
What I found was illuminating. Ethan's company was powerful but vulnerable. He'd expanded too fast, taken on too much debt — real debt this time. Several board members were unhappy with his leadership. Claire's medical expenses had quietly drained company reserves.
And there was something else. Something buried deep in the corporate filings that made my breath catch.
Claire Ashford wasn't just Ethan's ex-fiancée.
She was the daughter of Harrison Ashford — the man who'd funded Ethan's entire empire.
Ethan hadn't just loved Claire. He needed her alive to keep his company afloat. Without Harrison Ashford's continued backing, Blackwell Holdings would collapse within a year.
I had never been a wife to him. I was an insurance policy — a blood bag with a marriage certificate.
And now that the policy had paid out, he'd discarded me.
I sat back in my chair and smiled that cold, cracking smile again.
He thought I would take $200,000 and vanish. He thought I was too weak, too drained, too broken to fight.
He was wrong.
That night, I checked into a motel using cash. The room was small and smelled of bleach, but it was mine. No one knew I was here. No one could extract anything from me in the dark.
I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, holding Dad's note against my chest.
*Live for yourself now.*
I would. But first, I needed to heal.
The next morning, I called Attorney Lin and asked him to connect me with a doctor — someone independent, outside Ethan's network. Within hours, I was sitting in a new specialist's office.
Dr. Patel reviewed my file with growing concern.
---
"Ms. Dawson," she said slowly, "your hemoglobin is dangerously low. Your bone density has decreased significantly. And the damage to your reproductive system..." She paused. "Who authorized this many extractions?"
"My husband's private medical team," I said.
She looked at me sharply. "No ethical board would approve this frequency. You should have been cut off after the fourth extraction. Fourteen is — frankly — it borders on criminal negligence."
Criminal negligence. Or just criminal.
"Can any of it be reversed?" I asked.
"Some. With time, nutrition, and complete rest. Your marrow can regenerate partially. But the fertility damage..." She shook her head gently. "I'm sorry."
I nodded. I'd already grieved that loss in the hospital hallway. Now I just needed to survive.
Dr. Patel prescribed a strict recovery regimen — supplements, weekly blood panels, and absolutely no stress. She also documented everything in my file, noting her professional opinion that my condition resulted from medical malpractice.
"This documentation could be important," she said carefully, "if you ever choose to pursue legal action."
I thanked her and left.
Over the next two weeks, I disappeared. I changed my phone number, closed my old bank accounts, and opened new ones using the life insurance funds. I rented a quiet apartment in a different district.
Ethan's people were looking for me — I knew because Attorney Lin reported that private investigators had visited his office twice.
"I told them nothing," he assured me. "Attorney-client privilege."
Good.
During those two weeks, something shifted inside me. The fog of exhaustion began to lift. Color returned to my face. I ate full meals for the first time in years without worrying about iron levels or extraction schedules.
I started researching Blackwell Holdings.
What I found was illuminating. Ethan's company was powerful but vulnerable. He'd expanded too fast, taken on too much debt — real debt this time. Several board members were unhappy with his leadership. Claire's medical expenses had quietly drained company reserves.
And there was something else. Something buried deep in the corporate filings that made my breath catch.
Claire Ashford wasn't just Ethan's ex-fiancée.
She was the daughter of Harrison Ashford — the man who'd funded Ethan's entire empire.
Ethan hadn't just loved Claire. He needed her alive to keep his company afloat. Without Harrison Ashford's continued backing, Blackwell Holdings would collapse within a year.
I had never been a wife to him. I was an insurance policy — a blood bag with a marriage certificate.
And now that the policy had paid out, he'd discarded me.
I sat back in my chair and smiled that cold, cracking smile again.
He thought I would take $200,000 and vanish. He thought I was too weak, too drained, too broken to fight.
He was wrong.